Fictionally Ranting: Narnia, The Last Battle

Ok I wanted to do a rants page for all the emotions I feel when reading/watching certain books/movies. I'm not sure how different this is from my tea and thoughts segment but let's just say this is much much harsher and this segment lacks ALL the formalities that my tea thoughts segment has. I'm probably just going to keyboard smash my way into this post.

I read the last book of the Narnia Chronicles, The Last Battle, when I was about 9 or 10. I never really fully understood the ending and all because of everything that's going on in the book. But today I happened to read Neil Gaiman's short story, "The Problem of Susan." AND I AM NOT FINE. NEVER WILL I BE FINE. I WILL LIVE MY FREAKIN LIFE IN DARKNESS. MY CHILDHOOD CRUMBLED TO DUST. WHY? WHY??? (p.s. read on only if you are brave and emotionally stable enough to handle such a big reveal.)